Sunday, October 23, 2011

It's Interesting How...

Hey. Hi, yes I'm sorry, if you kept checking for awhile waiting for me to make a post. That was my fault. I've been all kinds of busy lately, but when I could have written something, I didn't. Meh, Sorry. I dont' really have a plan for how I'm going to say something, or why, when I start a post. It just kind of come out. Speaking of comming out, I came out, to my parents and some close friends. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My parents are so...accepting, I guess. But like always I think, they want me to take it slow, and not do anything too...physical yet. It's a bit too late for that though, but they don't need to know about that.

Other things, other things, my sister had a baby. So technically I'm an aunt now, but I don't really think of him (the baby) as my nephew, he's more like a little brother, or like he's my baby. I don't know if that's normal, but that's just how it is. It's made me think about having a baby. Not yet, obviously, but...it seems nice. I think I'd like one.

At school, I got a part in a play. Nothing interesting, I'm just a waitress in the background, and I say a few lines about coffee. But I like it because the theater kids at my school are hilarious. Alot of things are changing, and I think it's ok.

Under the surface, of all these things, I've let some of my fears and worries go. Comming out to my parents was like...well, it just felt pretty nice. Not at first, but now, I feel so much better. There's a kid at school who's not really being very nice about it, but he values the use of his arms, so he doesn't bother me much. Oh, I've started meditating. It's very calming. I like it.

Let's see...anything else....Not really. I have a facebook now, If that's of any intrest. And I've stopped doing Requests with my art. I just can't work on command, sorry.

Anyways, I've got some homework now, but I feel alot better after doing one of these.
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