It's Interesting How...

Hey. Hi, yes I'm sorry, if you kept checking for awhile waiting for me to make a post. That was my fault. I've been all kinds of busy lately, but when I could have written something, I didn't. Meh, Sorry. I dont' really have a plan for how I'm going to say something, or why, when I start a post. It just kind of come out. Speaking of comming out, I came out, to my parents and some close friends. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My parents are so...accepting, I guess. But like always I think, they want me to take it slow, and not do anything too...physical yet. It's a bit too late for that though, but they don't need to know about that.

Other things, other things, my sister had a baby. So technically I'm an aunt now, but I don't really think of him (the baby) as my nephew, he's more like a little brother, or like he's my baby. I don't know if that's normal, but that's just how it is. It's made me think about having a baby. Not yet, obviously, but...it seems nice. I think I'd like one.

At school, I got a part in a play. Nothing interesting, I'm just a waitress in the background, and I say a few lines about coffee. But I like it because the theater kids at my school are hilarious. Alot of things are changing, and I think it's ok.

Under the surface, of all these things, I've let some of my fears and worries go. Comming out to my parents was like...well, it just felt pretty nice. Not at first, but now, I feel so much better. There's a kid at school who's not really being very nice about it, but he values the use of his arms, so he doesn't bother me much. Oh, I've started meditating. It's very calming. I like it.

Let's see...anything else....Not really. I have a facebook now, If that's of any intrest. And I've stopped doing Requests with my art. I just can't work on command, sorry.

Anyways, I've got some homework now, but I feel alot better after doing one of these.
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Writer's Block

Heya everyone. Sorry for the big long break, and sorry for not getting around to finishing that Dragon Dakkie. I've kinda had writter's block, or drawer's block, whatever. Mainly, I'm having issues with drawing things that people tell me to, So it might be annother week still. Plus school's been a pain in the ass. Sophmore year is hella better than Freshman, but like, half the freshmen are taller than me, and 3 people have "welcomed" me to the school because they thought I was new. Yay... I guess I made like, no impression for my first year.
Oh well, as much of a pain school is, it's also one of my greatest insperations. I get bored taking notes, and end up drawing a picture for 45 minutes in class, usually about whatever the teacher was saying. So, now about 2/3 of my History notes are full of Demon Girls and Ancient Gods. That's kind of what I'm stuck in right now. But it's helping me with my human proportions alot, I think I'll show you some, because I actually feel that good about them.

Maybe you noticed, none of them have faces. I have the outlined ones on there, but I'm thinking it's creepier just to leave them off. Thoughts?

And Just Comment !~

For Lulu

Rawr, computer sucks. Annnyways, I finished this request a while ago, (only a few days really.) but my camera was out of batteries and so was everything else in the house, so I had to wait for awhile until i could get out to the store and gets some. Annd here it is!

Aww, cute right? And the Red Cape/Scarf is adorable. But not...very good is it? Sorry

Ohh...doesnt look much better in the light. I'm so sorry.

Anyways, If a Rouge is good with you too, here's the backup.

He's missing some arms, but otherwise...good. -ish

Comment and make me do more requests!

~Jo

Pictures

I really dont feel like saying aything, but long story short, my computer's fucked up again. I'm pissed about it. So to make up for the fact that I really can't do anything too well right now, I'm putting up a few more pictures.

Yay! Pool Party!

Yay! Kissing!

Yay! Very Lesbian Hats!

But don't shit, I like that hat.

Comment~

Here You Go Zack

I actually finished your request a long time ago. There were just some issues with getting it on here. Also you know, the slight problem of you hating me. But whatever, you still deserve a Picture.

Cyborg. Just like you wanted, and still slightly cute, just like I wanted. Everyone wins!!

Also on this page, is a dinosaur I made. He's awesome. I'll show you.

Sexy right? Totally is.

Sorry if you cant really see it, pencils and everything.

Anyways, Proof that I WILL eventually do a request pic for you guys. So ask for it already. I'm bored and don't have a job yet.

 Request Email is here: rekabstory@hotmail.com

Commente!

So, I dont really have anything interesting that I wanted to say today. But instead, I thought I might put up one of the things I've written. Here:

"A New Day is Dawing"

The sun broke the dark foreboding clouds in shinning shafts of light. As the light fell it passed into a magnificent stained glass window; sending a colored glow into the room beyond.

The illumination brings the previously darkened room into focus. Wooden pews line the main aisle, though some are broken and rotted. The entire Church gives off a sense of great age and quiet reverence. A man sits cross-legged upon a cracked granite altar. As he breathes, dust motes swirl around him. A single candle's light becomes less and less significant as daylight covers the room. The massive pillars holding the balcony are lit with a bright ray of morning sun. With a sigh the man unfolds himself and blows out his small candle. He pours the hot liquid wax into a cylindrical glass full of solid wax with a wick protruding out. Once his morning routine was over with he stood and stretched.

Watching the sun lengthen and finally reach the large wooden doors at the far end of the aisle, the man began to walk towards a spiral staircase. These steps hardly looked as if they could support any weight at all; however, the man began to climb them with no uneasiness. Reaching his destination in a low ceilinged attic, the man grabbed hold of a thick rope that had begun to fray rather badly. Holding the rope tightly, the man gave it a hard tug. A bell tolled resoundingly, breaking the silence of the dawn. A scuffling of rodents and other unwelcome occupants of the Church were the only other sounds to be heard as they fled into the walls to wait out another day. Smiling, the man pulled the bell a second time. The powerful rope, which he had used for many years to ring the bells, finally snapped sending a muted ring out across the town.

Sighing, the man continued up the spiral staircase with slightly more caution. At the end of the stairs he stopped and stood next to the massive bronze bell. The bell was cracked and had seen more work than anything else in the Church, except perhaps the man himself. Placing one hand on the scarred surface of the bell, the man looked out on the town, now full lit with the sun.

"A new day is dawning."

Oh Look, an Angel!

Yup, So I got my laptop back, finally! I'm excited, and am working on reloading all my crap on to it. But it's totallyy fixed up now, no cracks or anything.

Yeah, so I made another picture Angels this time.

here.

Aren't they just terrific? He doesn't have arms and I messed up the Pants...

Yay~

Comment and Stuff. I like hearing from You.

A Little Break From the Interent

Hey, So you probably all figured out that I'm more of an Internet Person. You're right obviously, because of the Blog and the fact that almost everyone who reads it are People I met online. Anyways, I decided that it's time for a bit of a break from this whole "Internets" thing. Just for a bit, because I get my laptop back next week, apparently they DO know how to handle her and fixed her right up. You know... after two long, unbearable weeks. Yup, so that will be lovely, and I almost can't wait. But to make sure I don't waste my entire summer on Blogging, RPGs, and Music Videos I'm going to take some breaks now and then, just no computering. Hangout outside, Get some frozen yogurt or sno cones. That sort of fun normal person summer stuff.

I did do a little of that already, well, a lot of it really, but not lately. Plus some not so fun stuff's been going on and being out side makes me feel a bit better about all of it. In other news of my "Bad ass-itue" (total accidental rhyme there), I found the cool metal pipe I swing around before I use my Bokken (Japanese Wooden Sword), I'm pretty happy about that because it makes training easier. Another thing I haven't been doing much. It's kinda funny because my Mum and I were talking in the car about how she's all worried that there are "Dangerous People" hanging around in the creek/forest near our house. I jokingly told her next time i went down there I'd be armed. and she said "It's not like you go there at night, anyways.". I definitely go on night-walks down through there because it's cooler and very pretty on clear nights. But she doesn't know that.

Speaking of things my Mum doesn't know but I might get around to telling her someday...I decided to hold off for awhile about telling them about me being...bisexual? At least till I'm comfortable with it myself. Also, one of my friend's advised me to wait for a good time. You know, less stress on everyone. So that's the plan. If you've got some advice on this...let me know, because I'm very open to it. Until that happens, I might not talk about it nearly at all, or I might talk about it a lot. It's my first time so yeah.

Wish Me Luck With My Internet Break and All That Fun Stuff~

Summer Time

So it's officially summer now, I think. And if you're wondering why i haven't posted anything, it's not because I'm super busy. Mostly its because I didn't do anything incredibly interesting, and my laptop has been in the computer hospital for about a week and a half now. Poor Laptop.

Anyways, really nothing has been up with me, messing around at the park, buying adorable baby clothes for my nephew (Coming this October), reading books that aren't living up to my expectations... and loads of other fun things that just sound boring when you try to tell them to people.

Officially boring. I'm trying to draw some, but it hasn't been working out very well. Every time I look at something to inspire me, I just think how much better it is than something I could make. Very depressing.

See you guys later.
Comment about your Summers?

Please Don't Stalk Me if I Do This...

I kinda didn't want to put up picture of me...because everyone knows the Internet is full of creepers. But I think you guys are cool. So here's a Picture of Me.

(nom nom nom)

~Please Don't Creep~

Holy Shit Camping Trip

Ok, so the Prize for Latest Invitation Ever, goes to the Wonderful Jennifer. I've just been invited to a week with her and her family in the Cabin the have up by the Lakes! EEEE! I'm excited about this!

But....I also feel like I should come out...and tell my parents. But then I realized if I tell them, they won't let me go out with her. Or at least not on vactation with her. But I really, really want to go, otherwise it'll be another week without seeing her. I don't like keeping this from my family...so I'm going to tell my sister. She's older, smarter, and went to an all girl's highschool. She must have had at least a few lesbian friends...right?

Well, I should probably pack...oh shit, I need to do landry. WHY didn't she tell me last week, they're leaving on Sunday! Oh well, I guess she wanted to supprise me. Or maybe she was nervious about bringing me?

There are all these...weird feelings I get around her. I've been asking my Cousin, Taiki. She's been great with this, her and her girlfriend have been going out for like 2 years now. I think Gay-ism runs in my family. I mean, I have an Uncle who is, and Taiki, and me. I guess that's just 3...oh...and my OTHER cousin...he's a bit "Wild". I'm pretty sure he'd date anything that moves.

Anyways, Just letting readers know that I'll be gone for a week, again.

Love ya all, Comment

For Dakkie

Here you go, just like I said.

It's only kind of finished, but I didn't want to screw up the shading or inking.

You better comment on this, and never ever complain that I don't talk about you. Kay?

Also, Zach if you even still read these, I PROMISE I'll make your cyborg suggestion soon. I'm just being lazy, really. Maybe for your birthday.

Kommente.

Woo! Vacation Time!

Yep, so my family and I finally found some time to go on a trip together. It was actually not a very exciting trip, 13 hours in the car with my brother, sister, mum, and dad. Possibly the most exciting bits were when my mum slammed on the brakes and everyone not wearing seatbelts fell onto the floor. I fell over four times, but in my defence, I was sleeping for three of them, and couldn't steady myself.
So, when we got to the beach, I realised that a 16 year old girl making sandcastles would look really childish and stupid. I was very bummed out. After about 10 minutes of walking around a feeling bored and disappointed I realised that
 1) It's MY vacation, and I can do whatever I want.
 2) No one I know is here, so What's the big deal? and
 3) Anyone who is going to laugh at me, knows deep down in their hearts that they want to make sandcastles too.

So, I sat down and made the best sandcastle ever. (It was a mound of sand with a trench around it...) My brother came over, and he made his sandcastle right next to mine. (He's 23, so there's proof Sandcastles are badass.)

Well, I think it's beach time! Oh, and anyone who I might have told that "No, I can't get on next week, I'm on vacation." You can forget I said that, turns out of Hotel has Internet Access. Also....Our hotel is more like a 2 bedroom apartment. It's gigantic and right on the beach. Best. Vacation. Ever.

Later, Comment, Love you Guys.

Picture Perfect

So yeah, I feel a bit better today, well you know, lots better. But what made me decide to write a post today, was that I was taking a picture of one of the Drawings I make...and my camera said "Blink Detected". I just thought it was funny and made it seem a bit like the picture was alive. I have been trying to make my Dragons more life-like. Anyways, I'll have to ones I was making up soon, I'm trying out INK! So...really it just looks kinda sketchy and crappy, but I'm trying it out. Check those out on the OTHER blog "http://rekabstory.blogspot.com/ ". (Look a link, you should click on it, or...if you can't get someone to do it for you, it's probably going to be worth it.)

 Yup. Exams coming, so of course, I'm going to procrastinate as much as possible.

See you Guys Round!

Deep Down Crushed

I'm so fucked up inside... I'm not going to be able to say what's going on. It's not something you can just say, not like this. It's something that needs to be said while holding one to someone, and crying so hard, you can't hear what you're saying or whether it makes sense. I haven't got anyone I can hold on to though. I've never been in love before, I didn't know what it was, if I had been. But now I am, I'm in love with a girl, and she loves me back, I hope. I feel so confused when I'm with her, I'm warm and tingly, when I'm not with her, I hurt and miss her, and everything feels wrong. I haven't told my family, or been really open about it, I'm terrified. What if my parents think there's something wrong with me? Or if my sister or my brother try to push me away... What about my other friends? They shouldn't mind, we're friends, best friends and I can't keep it from them much longer. Then there are other people...The guys at school, the other girls, I try not to be noticed too much, but they'll notice me, if I come out. I'm embarrassed and I feel so sick with myself for it. I shouldn't feel like this, I should be proud of who I am. I can't be though, I wouldn't mind if they people at school made fun of me...but if my family...if they blamed me or themselves; I'd feel awful. ...There are also, other guys, guys who really like me. Guys who love me even. But I don't love them back, I have to tell them, but me going out with this girl... it's kind of a secret. I wanted to just run from it all, and hide behind other things.
Except, when I ran from my first relationship...I can't run from anything else anymore. I can't even look at my first boyfriend, or any of his friends...he doesn't go to my school, but...I couldn't even say "no" to him. Even though it hurts, it hurts like hell, and it still hurts, I'm never going to run from something like that again. I can't because it crushed me, I lost all my control and I was totally helpless. I won't run from this. Maybe I won't tell anyone about it yet... but when I'm really ready, I will.

So, I'm writing this, because i really needed to say something. I'm not too sure what it is now, but hopefully it'll pop out if i just keep typing. It feels good to just write this all down. Maybe I just wanted to feel better, because now that I'm doing this, I do feel better. Maybe also because I'm listening to "I'll Make a Man Out of You" which is the BEST SONG from Disney ever. I dunno, I'm such a child. But it makes me smile, so there. School's been really tough lately, prolly cus I've been spending my nights on the Internets or stage crew. The Play went great, I just got to sit back stage the whole time, and help with scene changes. Anyways, I feel much better. I've been reading some Dream Scar, which is a little depressing, but very pretty. Oh, so I realized that I cry during movies, kinda embarrassing. Especially when it's Lilo and Stitch and I'm at Alex's house sobbing into his pillows. Blah, that happened last weekend, I think it was more than just the movie...I'm kinda stressed out. Yeah....

Anyways, I should finish my homework, and sleep. My Mom is obsessed with my sleeping schedual and how much I eat a day. I'm going to admit that I don't eat enough, but no one actually gets ten hours of sleep a night! I know she doesn't. It just bothers me.

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Quiet Time is Over.

Heya, I'm back. Biiig long time that I wasn't posting anything, sorry! I'm trying to keep up, but I kinda burned out there for a few weeks. Just been busy, working on this and that, making sure I don't fail Tech (Again!), and all sorts of fun things! I'm really, really, trying to get a whole storyline up on the other blog. Right now, it's just a big crazy mess, go check it out!( http://rekabstory.blogspot.com/ <<<<<You should click that if Internets confuse you~)  Oh yeah, I'm supposed to tell you something about my Life. Well, it's pretty crazy now too! There's been tons of storms, my house lost power for a little bit, nothing too bad. Several neighborhoods got hit with Tornados though! And our Airport! Oh, and, Happy Easter!

(Now...I have to write a World Histories Report...yay, procrastination!)

Tooken Downed.

Sooo....I took down a post. Sorry bout that. But I wrote it when I was pretty upset, I'm still pretty upset about it. Anyways, I wanted to not have that in there...So, I saved it and now it's just not public. Sorry again!

Here are some pictures of my fat cat. Please be happy with her, she's on a diet.

When Will It End?

School. When's it over? I really can't do anything fun till it does. So. I decided to check, here is what I found:

64 days of normal school left!
then 3 days of EXAMS (Bleh)
I might have counted wrong, but that's under 2 months of school left!
aaaannnddd.... My Birthday's comming too. Not till April, but that's still pretty close!

I'm excited. Anyways, this was a long weekend, and I thought I could get some drawings and stuff done.(I'm an Optimist) It didn't happen. Turns out I'm really good at Procrastination. Right now actually, I'm supposed to be typing an Essay on Romeo and Juliet and who is to blame for their Tragedy. (I blame the Male Characters, all of them. Except Mercutio, He's my fav.) Instead of working on that stuff, I'm writing a blog post.

So the Lesson there is: If You Want Me To Do Something, Bug Me About It.

I'm trying to expand people knowledge of music and books, So here's what I suggest you listen to and read if you haven't yet!

Books:
The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
Guardian of the Dead by Karen Healey
The Fire Within by Chris d'Lacey
(There is quite a bit of swearing in Guardian of the Dead, and I haven't finished Hunger Games yet...so)

Music:
Owl City http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRNR102orBc
Chameleon Circuit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJ3R0LHxbRk
Lemon Demon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcuOZ527Uf4
Deadmau5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKi9Z-f6qX4
(These aren't child-friendly either, so headphones are a MUST)

I added links, cus I know how lazy you all are.

Spread the Word!

Ok everyone! I've finally decided I want RekabStory spread far and wide! That will be my main uploading site, and this weekend, mainly Friday, I will be putting drawings and doodles on there, there is also a new Email (rekabstory@hotmail.com) to send (clean) requests to! Please try to be more active in spreading this. I've made links to follow and will be adding links from the Deviant Art account and my Gravatar, hopefully this will help.

But. I. Need. You.

You guys are the only ones that know about this blog at the moment, and I'm counting on you to help make http://rekabstory.blogspot.com/ Public. I can't keep up blogging if I don't get support for it.

Thanks~

Valentine's Day!

Well... Nothing much happened today, it was basically like every other Monday. It was worse in some ways, for instance, I got a detention today. What?! Anyways, it just proves that you shouldn't annoy an already angry teacher. The story behind my Detention has almost nothing to do with V-Day, but Whatever. So, I was in Algebra, which is usually ok, but today Mrs. Mals(Malstriomee? I can't spell her name...) was really annoyed about something. And I'm sure that having a class full of Hormonal Teenagers on a Day of Love wasn't helping. Long boring story made short: I said something "Kinda-Disrespectful-But-Not-Really-Bad" (Hey Mrs. Mals, I can't take notes if you're standing in my way!" Basically, what I said...) Normally, that's not enough to get a Detention for, but I had also decided that I would wear my Multi-Coloured, Skin-Tight, Totally-Sweet Socks. (I'll get a picture of them eventually.) And That is, apparently, against a "Dress-Code" which we never, ever use or enforce. So I got nailed with a Detention because I was Out of Line, Disrespectful, and (She really wrote this, not even kidding) Wearing Provocative Clothing. They're just Socks! Geez! You know what really sucks? Normally, you can't even see my socks, but today, I decided to wear my new Purple Shirt, and my clean jeans were too dark to go with it (I didn't want to wear the dirty ones because it was Valentine's Day and I was fantasizing a little), so I wore my Too-Small-Cargos, under which you can see my socks.

That was my Unfair Punishment Story. I have others, but I'll save those for some other time. My V-Day fantasies were very much in vain, because I didn't even get anything. Except the Note my Mom put into my Lunch. (Thanks Mom, It Made My Day Better!) ~Sigh~ It's been a very long day, and I have an OD (Not and Over-Dose, the other type of ODing) later that I am looking forward to, if I can finish my Bazillion Math Problems and my 8+ Pages in Spanish...I should get on that now, but I really don't want to yet...

Have you ever wanted something really Magical to happen to you? I need a little Magic today, Not much, but just a little. Thanks for Reading! Feel Free to Comment! (Pleeease Comment!) Happy Valentine's Day!

DeviantART

Guess what! I made a DeviantART Account! I'm putting Pics and Drawings on there as well as on here, so Check BOTH. Anyone who doesn't have one, should make an accout, it's free and stuff. And I don't really want to just post pics and hope someone finds them. So go Look at it, Pleeease? http://johannabaker.deviantart.com/

It should be Pretty Easy to find, even if you can't use the Link (Above). I really don't make new usernames for stuff, I just use the same one, or change something small.

Awkward Things and Angel Wings

This is one of the posts I've made ahead of time, just in case I have a busy busy day. Mostly just a little list of awkward things that I've seen or have happened to me. There's really nothing to do with Angels here...it just rhymed.
Let's see... awkward. Oh, when you're with someone younger than you, and you say something like "OhMGee" or "Zum" they pick it up and over use it...alot. It's just weird. Mmm Other things, like "Hey Kiddo, my new car has heated seats, and they vibrate!" Riding home in Granpa's car while the seats are vibrating...definitely awkward. And finally, I've been drawing a little dinosaur on my desk in homeroom for the past few days, I came in at the end of the day to check on "Rex"(Yes, I named my Brontosaurus Rex); I find someone's doodled a very...very exact copy of the male organ onto my poor dino. In pen. This was less awkward and just very rude. But now I have to live with it on my desk till next year, and hope no one comments.
Those Dominate My Top Three. What are yours?

Pictures and That Scanner Thingy

Heya, guess what I found  out... We have a Scanner! That means, I can Put My pictures on my blog now!
It also means I can actually DO Requests. Haven't gotten any yet, but hey, there's plenty of time. It also means that RekabStory, my other Blog, can finally get some Art and Stories I've been meaning to add. I'm excited, and I hope you're excited, too. It also means, I'm going to have to separate the Art, from the Riff-Raff and Doodles, unless you want to see those too? Link to it here: http://rekabstory.blogspot.com/

Anyways, I'll prolly have that set up by next weekend. In other news, Some people (Pup) feel left out. Just because I don't write about you in my blog, doesn't mean I don't like you, or think you're unimportant. You'll get your time to shine, just not now.

The Steelers got owned by the Packers, but I don't really care about Football. Jen and I were supposed to hang out this weekend, but it never happened. She keeps calling and I keep missing her calls, and my phone doesn't do Voicemail. I don't know why she won't text me. It's faster, anyways. So, with no one to hangout with, and the Superbowl being watched on the good t.v., I watched "Kung Fu Panda" on the crappy basement one. It was actually pretty good. Speaking of Movies, I want to go see Sucker Punch when it comes out, but I'm not sure exactly what it's about. That's about all that's going on in Jo-Land. Jo-Land is a pretty cool place, by the way.

Egyptians

They're weird. Not the ones now though, they have good reasons to riot. With some president dictator and stuff. No, the weird ones were the ones waaaaayyyy back. There was a History Documentary on last night, when I watched it, I thought This is sooo weird, all the guys are in skirts and stuff... I was talking with Pup about this. I don't think he agreed with me on the weirdness, but I have a video to prove how weird it was.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dK_yk1O5-kM&feature=player_embedded

That proves it. In my opinion. Besides, now that song, Stuck in my head allll night, is maybe stuck in yours too. Annnyways, I'm doing better than last night. I'm a little bothered by how dense some people can be, but, I'm not great either.

In other news, It's a weekend, but not just any weekend, it's SuperBowl Weekend! I don't care for Football, but it does mean my family will get all together, and party and stuff.  So that's fun. Goooooo Steelers!

Finally, Watch the Newsies, It's the best movie ever made.
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KelP211VomY&feature=feedf

Comment as usual.

Silence.

I Don't really want to talk about today. But I will...

Today was a lesson on why you shouldn't trust someone just because they say things. I'm bad at that. I like to think everyone is Honest and Noble. Maybe I just read too many books where everything is perfect. It might be that this was an awful joke played on me. I hope so, because the alternative is that one of my best friends has been lying to me for months. The worst part is either way, I'm still going to care about him and miss him. Things like this make me feel physically sick, My stomach gets all tight, then turns to water. Now I'm going over all the things I could have done to prevent this. Was it because of me? Why didn't I see it coming? Why didn't I listen when other people warned me to be careful? How do I make sure it Never happens again?

I'll keep this blog up, but my will to do anything is kind of crushed, sorry.

Blogging Dreams

So last night I had a dream about Blogging. Well, It had my blog in it anyways. It started out with me in School, which proves it was a bad dream, and everyone was wearing orange shoes. Weird dream, right? Another weird thing was everyone was texting each other, in class, and no one was getting in trouble. Then, Either I forgot, or it(the dream) just Time-Skipped. I was in the cafeteria, but everyone was hooked up to their Laptops, Like their wrists had cords on them, connecting to the Sides of the Computer. But
it was only weird looking back, not during the dream. So I pulled out my computer, and got on to check my E-mail. I'd gotten a ton! Which is also pretty weird, usually I only get 5-7 a day. When I tried to open it, I got sent to a Video Blog. The only videos on there were videos of me!? Most of them were ordinary stuff like "Jo Sitting Down" or "Jo Sleeping in Theater"(I do that all the time, and I'm still passing) But there were also weird ones, and stalker-ish ones. I don't really remember what happened next; I'm pretty sure I went to a new dream where I was roller blading.

Then I woke up and said to myself "I gotta make notes on my dream so I won't forget!" If it was my brain trying to tell me to Stop Blogging, It didn't work. Sorry Brain.

Personally Public.

So this Blog is full of pretty personal stuff. I'm really putting myself out there, I realized. I suppose if I really didn't want anyone to read it, I could take it down. But I do want people to read it. Really. It's like what happens inside my head, all those thoughts that you think, but don't say. And those other things. But ya. I want more people to read it, but I don't, I dunno "Want to be Judged"? So I guess what I'm saying is, You can tell people about this blog, and about me; but only tell the people you can really really trust. Thanks.

Daily?

I feel like I want to keep "The Internet" (Basically just you Dak) updated on a daily basis. Only, I don't have that interesting of a life. And once school starts again I'll have maybe 2-3 hours of not-school-work time. Between Dinner and Showering, that's like 1.5 hours to myself. Then on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays I usually have my martial arts class. It shouldn't be this hard to add a blog into my life.

annnd then there's RekabStory....( rekabstory.blogspot.com) I want to keep that updated too, mostly so I don't forget my ideas. Go check it out. Now.

bleh.

Self-Adverstising

Just a heads up, I've made another Blog. It's where I'm putting all my ideas for Drawings and Stories. I hope you'll check it out, because I could use the comapny over there. Oh and if you want me to do anything for you (Drawings, Pictures, Stories, ect.) ask for it there. Promise me you'll at least look at it?

My Cat, being fat. ^ ^ ^ ^ ^

see you there rekabstory.blogspot.com

Preparing For The Blizzard

Yup, A Blizzard is coming. I've never really been in on before so I'm kinda excited, but I'm also worried. The roads are completely deserted, except for my idiot brother who's trying to beat the snow home from his girl friend's house. Hes a bad enough driver, without heavy snow. But yeah, snow days from school, possibly all week, so that's super awesome. Plus, we're going to get more than 6 inches of snow (most I've ever seen), waaaay more. They said we'd get ONE FOOT (12inches) every HOUR. And it's supposed to snow for like, TWO DAYS. Maybe I'm exaggerating a little, but it's still going to be lots of snow. I'm going to try an Ongoing Update thing from my laptop. Just to see if it'll work out. Every hour or so I'll take a picture out the front window, then I'll paste it here, with the Time. Just to see how long the blizzard takes to set in.

Remember to comment, I love ya'll.
Here We Go!

10:00am :  Noooot much Happening

12:45pm: I found out we're prolly not getting the massive blizzard I was promised. More like 10 - 20 inches tops. That's still a lot, so I'll keep posting pics. I hasn't even started yet, though. This is an ice and sleet pic.

9:30pm: It never actually started snowing... I'm very disappointed. I still have off tomorrow but they told me there was a blizzard and we didn't get anything but ice. Maybe, There'll be something better tomorrow.

MLIA

What's this? No really, what IS this? If you have no clue what MLIA is, you're missing out. These four letter's basically got me through the First Semester of High School. (I also had Tears and Pudding, but whateves) MLIA of course stands for My Life Is Average. I'm not really sure what it started out as, but I don't really care. Basically, it's here that you put all those "Too-Good-To-Be-Real" Things that Happen. You know, when you find people choreographing in the park, or your teachers decide to make a test with all the answers as B. Tons of them are just Anti-Twillighters, and Bieber-Sucks; but there are some real, true, Oh My God I know that kid, ones in there too.

So basically, for me, today sucked. A Lot. I felt bad about not apologising to Angel, and some of the other stupid things I did last night. I dunno if it was guilt or if I have an eating disorder, but everything I ate made me feel sick. I couldn't even finish one of the homemade brownies my Mum made. So yeah, I felt bad all day, and I still feel pretty bad. And of course, when I got on AQW, which I might play a little too much....so, when I got on, N was my only friend on, but he wanted me to help him on a Stage is HATE with a PASSION. You'd hate it too, trust me. So I just told him I didn't feel like helping, and of course, ditching him there made me feel WORSE. Then one of my other friends, one that I don't really know or like started hitting on me. I'm not really sure why these guys feel the need to hit on me, I try to make sure my Character actually looks like me, and doesn't dress like a slut, but people (yes girls, too) seem to single me out and flirt with me. So I ditched that guy too, and even though I could have stayed on, or helped N, or gotten off and done my Homework, I got on MLIA. It made me feel considerably better. So, I decided, "I'll Blog about MLIA, I love that site!" There it is....TaDa!

As usual, please comment, and ask me stuff. I don't like feeling alone, or being the dictator of my blog.  Good Night~ 

Angel

Maybe I'm trying to hard to make this blog good? Anyways, I feel like I should have something fun and interesting to say, but really I don't think I do. I may have said some things that I shouldn't have, and I'm sorry about that....Except you Angel, you're still a prat, and you deserved to get chewed out. Unfortunately, it didn't make me feel any better.
For everyone who doesn't know Angel, he's a self-centered, egotistical, power-hungry, dictator. He's also somewhat noble from time to time, and he's pretty funny, too. Anyways, I've snapped at him pretty much every other day. He's always telling me what to do, not "Jo, Could you please do this?". He also puts down my other friends, at the same time making himself sound better. It's been grating on me for awhile now, and today I decided to go against my own principles just to make his, and N's life easier. And what's he do? He thanks me, and goes on and on about how "Great" he is. I mean, Thanks for the "Thanks, Jo", but then you're a self-centered prick. So I get tired of standing around, with little recognition, and I leave. When I see Angel later, he's ticked at me for "Ditching" him. Then he says he's sick of my "Behavior" and I should "Respect My Betters". So I told Mr. High-And-Mighty what I thought of his Behavior. I should have cussed him out, but I've been trying to work on that. So long story short, He's Pissed, I'm Pissed, I'm going to Apologise Again because I want him to be some-what civil next time I see him.


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The First Post

Yup, first one. I'm so Excited! Mostly going to be about Me, Things I've Done, My Friends, My Cat, and just Life.